So I have it now, the new camera. Like an arranged marriage I have paid my dowry and am traveling with my new companion at my side waiting for love to strike. It is a nice fellow. Solid.
No, the buttons do not feel like the cold metal shutter release of my first Canon. There is not the satisfying ka clunk of the Pentax 6×7 that taught me to love the act of cutting the world into glorious golem rectangles infused with the lives of others.
Instead this new companion offers the promise of learning. I am inspired to venture across the desert separating the analog and the digital by the great river and traffic plagued bridge separating me from the nearest color darkroom.
I carry stacks of books on topics I had never thought to explore and pile them around me like a snow fort, a study carol, sand bags in a flood. My progeny builds towers beside me as I study the panels in Bridge. I did not underestimate the impact of introducing digital photography to my life. I have avoided it for so long, played dumb, pretended that it would go away. Opening the door to it now feels a bit like letting in the storm.
Yesterday however, I had a small revelation that makes it just a bit exciting. I photographed my little son wrapping string around nails hammered into an old log and the images, digital or no made my breath catch in the way it used to as I stood over the tray or switched on the light in the tiny room with the giant Colenta processor. It was a real photograph. A real impression of his little soul hard at work.
A new tool for story telling, pretty interesting.
